Just thinking

I'm just laying here in bed thinking. Why is it late in the night when people start thinking of important things?
What is love? That is one of the biggest questions of our life. It's hard to answer. I've heard that love is something that finds you, well if that's the case, how long do you have to wait? What if your waiting but love is actually waiting for you?
I'm stuck, im lost, and there is no one here to help.
Do you pursue love? Or do you sit and wait for "it" to find you. Is it a joint effort? Or is love something that has it's own agenda?
I may be talking to myself in this blog but I need to get it out. I found someone I like but she doesnt know I exist. There is a little bit of hope that love will find you, all you need is patience.
J-Z